OWH MY GOSH

omg spm vs debate.what the!

2008-08-25T20:49:00.000-07:00

hello.its been a while huh. ok .yesterday,sir yes told us that we have to go to kelantan.guess when,8th october a week after raya.omg.more specific,1 MONTH BEFORE SPM. i told my mom.she said ok.now i have to pulun pulun pulun.and these kelantanese people i tell u all what.im going to kill u all one day.for making us alot of trouble.hurm.

but 1 thing i thanks to them.its not called off.and i can see my friends debating again.can see us debating again.which is so best thing u guys.

we will go and win nationals.because sir is right,we need to get our job done.we r already half way u know.there's no turning back.i would be futile then.hurm.

to drama people.i wish u guys win nationals.bring back the trophy.hurm. good luck for u guys.cant wait to see all of u...

hurm

LIFE IS JUST SO MEAN

2008-07-29T18:30:00.000-07:00

Hurm hey everyone.its a long time since i updated the last blog.Before this,all the posts full of happiness inside.everyone can see that.But now,no i dont think so.because i,the guy name Putra Haziq is not the one before,he's not a crazy friendly dude ,he's not tina turner or kak nita or mak jah towards his friends anymore.and why? just all because of these wonderful fucking life.

For those who know,yes the excident taught me alot,i became a stronger person,and i know which is right which is wrong..but people..deep inside,the feelings of dyi8ng,dont deserve 2 be alive still there.I dont know why.

I lost so many things since the excident,my faith towards my self,my energy,my power,but there's one thing i didnt lose.which is my friends.
As i said before,from that xcident,i know which is right which is wrong, now i know who is my true friend..and people ,the one that i love so much before,is not with me anymore.we're going in a different path now.im in my way.and he's on way.he's my father,he's my mother,he's my brother,he's my sister.He's everythings to me.But i lost it now.But can i blame life? I cant! Because everythings created by god.Maybe i should blame my self.

LIke people always said.Good things will come when bad things came.I believe in that.I believe HIKMAH,and KARMA.What goes around comes around,what goes up must come now.1 day they will realize their mistakes,and beg me for their forgiveness.AT that time it is FUTILE.Because at that time,i wont be needing them anymore.

But why must all these happened 2 me.Why not a stronger person? I AM NOT. I'm not strong.All my friends is like a pole in a desert.I will always hold it.BUt i appreciate it,Althought it is so mean and cruel.But i accept it.We have 2 .

At this point,u guys had showed me,the thrue colour of urself,

steve=i love u so much.please know that.u r the one who save everythings.if not i dont know what will happen 2 me

catherine=cat .thanks cat .thanks.for the advices,care and all that.i would love 2 go 2 motomiya again with u

karmen=thanks karmen.i love u.sorry i didnt reply ur msg that day.ive been in a hard time.my hand kept still.

ben=i love u ben.thanks for the support.if anyhthing happened to me again.i know u can do it.u can be a reallyu good prime minister.trust me

jordan= chaa! thanks k...thanks i'm so sorry.

vijay=thanks dude!!!!!

wang=thanks wang thanks so much

wei hung=dear my lil brother,thanks for being such a caring brother.i love u u know.if im not with u or what so ever.please take care.please

eza=i love u eza.take care.

adrian,kugan,patricia,alberd=thanks so much my juniors.u guys support me alot.

mabel=THANKS

Puan Jack,Puan VAsanthi,Cik mazliana=thanks so much all my beloved teachers.omg u guys did a great job.i love all of u

GUYS.REMEMBER,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE ALL OF U. TILL MY DEATH OK.I WANT U GUYS 2 TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER.PLEASE.BECAUSE I DONT WANT U GUYS 2 WASTE IT.IT IS SO SPECIAL.

IF YOU GO AWAY[corrections]

2008-07-14T19:43:00.000-07:00

On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
And our love wa new
And our hearts were high
When the day was young
And the night was long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird song

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has ever been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
We'll talk to the trees
And worship the wind
But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand

If you go waAs i know you must
There'll be nothing left
In the world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
Can i tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
Till your next hello
If you go away, if you go away, if you go away,
But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has ever been
Or will be again
I'll sail on you smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That i love so much
But if you go
I wont cry
For the good has gone from the world
goodbye

IF YOU GO AWAY

2008-07-14T19:28:00.000-07:00

On this summer day
Then you might as well
Take the sun away
All the birds that flew
In the summer sky
And our love wa new
And our hearts were high
When the day was young
And the night was long
And the moon stood still
For the night bird song

But if you stay
I'll make you a day
Like no day has ever been
Or will be again
We'll sail on the sun
We'll ride on the rain
We'll talk to the trees
And worship the wind
But if you go
I'll understand
Leave me just enough love
To fill up my hand

If you go away as i know you must
There'll be nothing left
In the world to trust
Just an empty room
Full of empty space
Like the empty look
I see on your face
Can i tell you now
As you turn to go
I'll be dying slowly
Till your next hello

But if you stay
I'll make you a night
Like no night has ever been
Or will be again
I'll sail on you smile
I'll ride on your touch
I'll talk to your eyes
That i love so much
But if you go
I wont cry
For the good has gone from the world
goodbye

OMG PUTRA IS BACK

2008-07-13T18:23:00.000-07:00

hurm,hello hi everyone,sorry for the long wait.since im a lil bit useless for the past 2 weeks.so malas 2 update my blog..hurm...so...jus came back from state level drama competition,as expected,we won again.for 3 years.hurm.and all drama people are going 2 labuan.
yesterday puan vasanthi and cik mazliana greet me.and they said thank u so much for my support.owh its nothing lah actually.i just came in the weekend watch them practise and give ideas i lil bit.teach erica how 2 be "gediks",and wei hung's pronounciation..yes he finally make it..i am so proud of him..yes i am! i have faith in them.if they practise harder ,surely they can kick some asses in nationals.

DEBATE
hehe.back to debate.hurm oh-my-god..
there's only 13 more days 2 nationals level in KELANTAN.hurm.i am so nervous.yes i am.

we finally finished they 3rd and 4th mations.the tough one.and today discussing the 2nd.hehe.
i can see that mr fletcher really want 2 win nationals.i can see that.how? i cannot tell u all[mr.F quotation] hahahahahaha

but yes we wanna win nationals 2.ryte guys?
but please.make sure that the PSPN is very clean and comfortable.coz i tell u what,i dont mind buying bus tickets on my own.and go back.wahhh.no lah.u guys no i wont do that.hahahaha.
and give comments bout my new photos which is so MORON. XD

omg [bored]

2008-06-23T16:39:00.000-07:00

hye! yes.i ponteng school today.hehe.luckily it was raining and i told my mom i want to study at home.miracle happened! she just said OK.and i was like owh OK.

Actually,here i would like to clarify certain things that still make people in school,in myspace become questionative with me.
Although i am not secretive but i only share problems with people i really know..ok.yes.i am friendly.only 2 people i really know.i can be really shy [ya la sangat] .hehe.

hurm.for me my family,my friends is everything
my mom my dad,brothers,sisters.love them.included a guy name SHANAZ.

i love him so much.he's my best brother ever.dont know why.this guy is really there when i need him.yeah.and wahai ahmad benjamin [we r not gay ok] yes.we r not.we r just cousins.well i do love my cousins ben.some of them.hurm.shanaz is a crazy guy and crazy with his drumming.he is seriously a damn good drummer.Especially when he plays all those travis solo.omg.people can actually melts listen 2 that..so people my brother is actually a good drummer.no one can deny it..shanaz if u were reading this.dont be to perasan ok! hehe :P

hurm..debate team..i do love u guys..u guys r great!.

hurm..ok for now..i want 2 sleep HEHE.pity u guys kena torture at school. :P

k daa!

omg the journey begin..

2008-06-23T07:41:00.000-07:00

hi,hello...hurm...actually..i dont like blogging..but nevermind since i wanna do unsual things before my ass-pee-am(thanks 2 mani)... :) actually i do has one...friendster blog..but since i dont really use friendster..which for me myspace is better..i create one..1st of all...debate yes...we just finish our kedah state level debate..it was wonderful..good..karmen ben and vj..as usual they r good..yes adrian will become like them...in the finals..i was so scared...i might fumble everything..night before..i told mani..i said..i cant do it..infact i told ben 2 days before the finals..u take media..i dont know..sometmes i felt like i dont deserve 2 be in the debate team..yeah thats the reality..but thanks 2 mani,karmen,ben,vj..u guys help me alot..love u guys

now KELANTAN..gosh..the nationals motions was so OH MY LORD..especially the last 2..it is so undebatable..how come we r debating quotations?
well done is better than well said..hah.?
but nevermind..coz now we dont even start discuss yet..just now..sir called us for a shirt meeting..everyone was there..except for vj..he's late [dating with grace i think]..sir divided the motions to all of us so we can do research..and willingly i raised up my hand and said 2 sir i will do the eq and iq motion..coz it is still parliamentary..well as u know..i am the govn 1st speaker..i like tabeling motions..hurm...

so...thats all for today...since its a new blog..i welcome u all and give comments..
with that i thank u! :)