Hurm hey everyone.its a long time since i updated the last blog.Before this,all the posts full of happiness inside.everyone can see that.But now,no i dont think so.because i,the guy name Putra Haziq is not the one before,he's not a crazy friendly dude ,he's not tina turner or kak nita or mak jah towards his friends anymore.and why? just all because of these wonderful fucking life.
For those who know,yes the excident taught me alot,i became a stronger person,and i know which is right which is wrong..but people..deep inside,the feelings of dyi8ng,dont deserve 2 be alive still there.I dont know why.
I lost so many things since the excident,my faith towards my self,my energy,my power,but there's one thing i didnt lose.which is my friends.
As i said before,from that xcident,i know which is right which is wrong, now i know who is my true friend..and people ,the one that i love so much before,is not with me anymore.we're going in a different path now.im in my way.and he's on way.he's my father,he's my mother,he's my brother,he's my sister.He's everythings to me.But i lost it now.But can i blame life? I cant! Because everythings created by god.Maybe i should blame my self.
LIke people always said.Good things will come when bad things came.I believe in that.I believe HIKMAH,and KARMA.What goes around comes around,what goes up must come now.1 day they will realize their mistakes,and beg me for their forgiveness.AT that time it is FUTILE.Because at that time,i wont be needing them anymore.
But why must all these happened 2 me.Why not a stronger person? I AM NOT. I'm not strong.All my friends is like a pole in a desert.I will always hold it.BUt i appreciate it,Althought it is so mean and cruel.But i accept it.We have 2 .
At this point,u guys had showed me,the thrue colour of urself,
steve=i love u so much.please know that.u r the one who save everythings.if not i dont know what will happen 2 me
catherine=cat .thanks cat .thanks.for the advices,care and all that.i would love 2 go 2 motomiya again with u
karmen=thanks karmen.i love u.sorry i didnt reply ur msg that day.ive been in a hard time.my hand kept still.
ben=i love u ben.thanks for the support.if anyhthing happened to me again.i know u can do it.u can be a reallyu good prime minister.trust me
jordan= chaa! thanks k...thanks i'm so sorry.
vijay=thanks dude!!!!!
wang=thanks wang thanks so much
wei hung=dear my lil brother,thanks for being such a caring brother.i love u u know.if im not with u or what so ever.please take care.please
eza=i love u eza.take care.
adrian,kugan,patricia,alberd=thanks so much my juniors.u guys support me alot.
mabel=THANKS
Puan Jack,Puan VAsanthi,Cik mazliana=thanks so much all my beloved teachers.omg u guys did a great job.i love all of u
GUYS.REMEMBER,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE ALL OF U. TILL MY DEATH OK.I WANT U GUYS 2 TAKE CARE OF EACH OTHER.PLEASE.BECAUSE I DONT WANT U GUYS 2 WASTE IT.IT IS SO SPECIAL.
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